Tragus piercing

Today I finally get my tragus pierced. If you dont know what it is google it. Well I have been wanting to get it pierced for a long time, and most recently have been wanted to get it done in memory of my grandparents that have lost their lives to cancer. It hurts, but not as much as losing my grandparents.

HAVENT MET YOU YET by Michael Buble

I'm Not Surprised
Not Everything Lasts
I've Broken My Heart So Many Times,
I Stop Keeping Track.
Talk Myself In
I Talk Myself Out
I Get All Worked Up
And Then I Let Myself Down.

I Tried So Very Hard Not To Loose It
I Came Up With A Million Excuses
I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility

And I Know Someday That It'll All Turn Out
You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid That I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Mmmmm ....

I Might Have To Wait
I'll Never Give Up
I Guess It's Half Timing
And The Other Half's Luck
Wherever You Are
Whenever It's Right
You Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Possibility

Mmmmm ......

And Somehow I Know That It Will All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

They Say All's Fair
And In Love And War
But I Won't Need To Fight It
We'll Get It Right
And We'll Be United

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility

Mmmm .....

And Someday I Know It'll All Turn Out
And I'll Work To Work It Out
Promise You Kid I'll Give More Than I Get
Than I Get Than I Get Than I Get

Oh You Know It'll All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid To Give So Much More Than I Get
Yeah I Just Haven't Met You Yet

I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Oh Promise You Kid
To Give So Much More Than I Get

I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Searching for Mister Right

I has been one year since I had my first boy friend, at the shocking age of 21, and even more shocking I got my first kiss last valentines day. Well we broke up four months later, but I learned a lot about what I am not looking for in a guy. I don't want a guy to date me just because he hopes it will make him happy, a guy who drinks to make his heartache go away, and gambles his money away. But the most important thing I learned is that I want a Godly man, a man that wants to grow closer to God together. The second boy friend lasted for four months as well. He was a great guy and I am not really sure what I learned from him, probably that I shouldn't date someone that is a devote duck fan. My family gave me such crap for dating a duck. Well we broke up last October so I have been on the search again for about three months, and I have gone out with some strange guys. One guy didn't even know what Twilight was, the other tried to kiss me 4 times after i said no ( I should of slapped him), and another was annoying. Sometimes I feel so hopeless, that maybe Mister Right isn't out there. I want to have faith in God that he will bring me the man I desire so much, but somedays I have a very hard time. I have a vision of the perfect guy, a Godly Man that loves Jesus, is taller than me, is a wise spender, believes the bible is true, desires to grow spiritually together, is a hard worker, educated ( doesn't have to have a college education), wants to have adventures in life, is happy with his life, is waiting till marriage to have sex ( even if he has already had sex), desires to make a difference in the world, and is caring/compassionate, oh and is tall, has dark brown hair, and blue eye :). Of course these are all things I would like, but in reality are these things that I need. I pray that God will send me this amazing Godly man to me. And if you are wondering, yes I am on dating site, it seems to be the only way to meets guy. But the problem is that the ones that seem great for me, it is hard to find the opportunity to talk to them, and the ones that I don't want to talk to wont leave me alone. Ugh sometimes I get so frustrated, I mean come on how hard is it to find a Goldy man.

Long Time Gone

Well World I have been absent from the blogging world for a long time. Well I am back, but I dont know for how long. Sent my last blog I have decided not to go to Western Seminary, God defintally has other plans. Currently I am working on finishing my English degree so that I can go to Grad school to be come a middle school teacher. I also got a wonderful job at the Boys and Girls club, this is my mission field. Sometimes this place makes me want to pull my hair out but I know that God has a plan and everything is going to work out.